Thank you 😊
As for me, when it comes to ageing what I am scared of is getting sick.
That's the same for me too. Sickness could come at anytime, but I think that worst case scenario, the better care that we take now, the slower the determination process would be if we have unfortunate health.
The good thing is that you seem to have an independent mind, so I'm sure that you will get around to actively taking care of yourself to a stage where you feel more fulfilled with your actions.
Have a lovely weekend:)))