Thank goodness for supportive, strong women. They are keeping me going. You are as strong as your mother, having endured all those traumas too! This is something I tend to forget - all of Niko's traumas were mine as well. We learn patience and develop deep deep love through these events. All those lovely things you said about me are true about you.
Last night was my first night alone. I realized that I have never lived alone before in my 67 years!!! I could not sleep at all. Got me a massage scheduled for later this morning. Played backgammon with a friend yesterday evening. Going through the motions, when I am not doubled over with grief.
Your mother must fix the furnace. Winter will be here very soon.
xo