Anxiety is horrible, I can understand well that state in which your thoughts go on their own and you just want to rip your head off to rest. It Sucks.
I'm glad you wrote again. For me it is a therapy and I have used my blog as a place to dump my ideas no matter how crazy they may seem. Sometimes I discover that they only seem crazy to me. 🙃
Let yourself be and flow as you want, whoever really appreciates you will be there for you and whoever doesn't... it's not important in your life! A hug. 🤗