Thank you for the condolences, but she died a long time ago, 1981 at the age of 51. I still remember her every Mother's Day.
It just shows you the creator's supreme wisdom, as if we could go back in time we will try to corrupt all instances to suit ourselves. How else will our characters be formed if we did not have the struggles in the past. So Selah, it is what it is and we all just have to do our best in life.
When you have been on Hive as long as I have, I expect to see the same and even better progress from you.
Best wishes also to you!