Oh yes, I also have lost almost the entire family and only one sister left,
Life deals us these hands and we just have to cope with it Lady Lizzy. Death has somehow played a permanent role in my life, as so many family and friends have passed away over the years. I never thought that I would do funerals one day, but like I said, life deals the cards.
Those killers are already having to face God in this life now my friend. That's why I said that I wonder if they are still alive. Life has a horrible way to get back at one and I wouldn't want to be in their shoes.
At least you have your blessings and somehow there has always been a way out for you, such as recently with the B&B and Hive.
Hope your new week will be great.
!BEER