Oh darling @lizelle, I'm jsut hearing the news now through your post here. I'm so sorry to hear this - it sounds like you had a wonderful life together and he was a loving partner, but that doesn't make it any easier. What a shock for you and the family - we can't help but have hope when people have surgery so it must have been a real shock. Sending you lots of love - I can't even imagine how you are feeling right now. xx
Shattered is the only word I can think of @riverflows, it's been and will be tough for a very long time. We had a wonderful full life together, now it feels like emptiness, but I know that I will start making new memories. It is going to be a difficult journey, but I have to take care of myself, as my sons are both devastated. Their Dad was very very special to them and many others. I've been immensely blessed to have met him xxx