You are happy because you have your mother by your side. You should enjoy every day spent with her!
Unfortunately, my mother died 7 years ago and I feel sadness for the days when she was alive... she always waited for me at the door... my mother was kind and fair....
I am so sorry my friend, the pain never goes away and the memory of her is carried in your heart for life. Think of the beautiful moments you lived with her. I pray to God every day to give my mother a lot of health. She is already 92 years old and she is strong. My regards. 🤗❤️