Oh, I know I can't seem to fathom the pain you're in now, but it's also okay to cry your eyes out and pure out all your emotions. We as humans need to pure out what we have in mind, it's like a gradual remedy for the soul which heals slowly regardless. I love that you wrote out what you feel, it's one way to get out of the dark place and share your pains.
Sending lots of love and care to you, River! I wish I was close to you now, to at least console you, but it's OK! I hope when you read this, you feel a little better.
Take really good care of yourself, River. When you need someone to talk to, we all are here to support you and don't forget that we love you and hope you come back to us soon.
Zeegirl 🌻.
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