After the storms of life, we became braver, and it's time to come out from hiding in a shell.
Definitely it's really a must to learn from your pains and become a better individual afterwards. It's really nice to read that you're giving yourself a reward after experiencing such ordeal. Anxiety is something that we must not underestimate, and freeing yourself from stress and anxiety is indeed a right thing to do.
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