I think many people believe they are happy but deep down are not happy at all; finding happiness isn't about external things alone, it must come from within. I get the impression you are one who finds happiness in genuine places and that makes the happiness and enjoyment you find more valid.
I'm trying to do the best I can. For the moment I have enjoyed this new dawn, warm and with a good cup of coffee, watching how nature doesn't try too hard to be wonderful.
Dawn and coffee...a good combination.