Death is the terrible shock that we receive again and again each time we reach out for the one we lost. I think what you said here could resonate with any of us, that maddening feeling of why and how in grief is universal sadly... I can understand the endless pondering, but wish you peace and comfort as you move through your grief. The one you lost sounds truly special 💗
I am sorry to ask on such a raw and heartfelt post, but would you please update your post to source your image? We do ask that every author who posts to the community either link the source of their image, or state that it belongs to them somewhere in the post.
Thank you for the correction, I will do that right away.