That's a very inspiring experience and I'm grateful you shared this in here. I also had to apply for those not-for-me jobs and it's not easy to do that in a place like Nigeria. I always tell myself that I hope to get opportunities in more decent countries, but previous attempts didn't generate positive feedback.
Being in the labour market isn't an easy thing. Life itself isn't easy too. I hope to get an offer in a working environment where I will get the due return for my work. That will make it easier to build my future.
When you are ambitious, life kicks your butt a lot more often than those who don't take on challenges. Once you accept this fact - life will be a little less frustrating. If everything is going smoothly - you are going in the wrong direction:)
Warm regards!