I understand you perfectly, I have had very difficult weeks, I am still recovering from covid and well today my son had an accident that took us to the emergency room.
There are streaks that never seem to end, but I always repeat to myself "this too shall pass"
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you and your son are a lot better now.
Life sometimes give us more than we can chew but I believe in your determination that "this too shall pass".
Please stay strong.