(ESP-ENG) A test of life

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Bienvenidos hivers a este nuevo post, este es mi post de catarsis que, aunque me estoy sintiendo mejor, en el momento en el que lo comencé me sentía como un fracaso, incluso como una decepción, no solo para mí, sino para todos a mi alrededor. Hace unos meses decidí cambiar de trabajo, sentía que el lugar donde estaba no me correspondía, que me lo habían dado por terceras personas, y me lo hacían saber. Creí que para un primer trabajo no estaba mal, pero me equivoqué y me sentí peor que en cualquier otro lado.
Welcome hivers to this new post, this is my catharsis post that, although I am feeling better, at the time I started it I felt like a failure, even a disappointment, not only for me, but for everyone around me. A few months ago I decided to change jobs, I felt that the place I was in didn't suit me, that it was given to me by third parties, and they let me know it. I thought that for a first job it was not bad, but I was wrong and I felt worse than anywhere else.
I got a new job before I started this new school year, which I thought was great. However, I had been told that I would start as a substitute, that they were waiting for a letter of resignation from a teacher, who would be the one I would be replacing. I started working, the students, representatives and even my own co-workers were happy with my work, but the teacher returned.
Conseguí un nuevo trabajo ante de comenzar este nuevo año escolar, lo que me pareció excelente. Sin embargo, me habían dicho que comenzaría como una suplencia, que estaban esperando la carta de renuncia de una maestra, que sería a la que reemplazaría. Comencé a trabajar, los estudiantes, representantes y hasta mis propias compañeras de trabajo, estaban contentas con mi trabajo, pero regresó la maestra.
I feel bad, not because of my debts, but because I feel that I was not enough and that is why the teacher came back, although at the beginning I was almost assured of her resignation, but these things happen, it was a risk I had to take and an opportunity I could not waste. The work environment felt so good that I felt comfortable and not only that, but the plans that @jangue2054 and I had seemed to materialize much sooner.
Me siento mal no por mis deudas, pero si porque siento que no fui suficiente y que por eso volvió la maestra, aunque en un principio casi me habían asegurado su renuncia, pero son cosas que pasan, era un riesgo que tenía que correr y una oportunidad que no podía desperdiciar. El ambiente de trabajo se sintió tan bien que me sentía cómoda y no solo eso, si no que los planes que @jangue2054 y yo teníamos parecía que se iban a materializar mucho antes.

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Thank God, I left through the big door, and everyone has told me what an excellent job I did.That leads them to be willing to call me for every substitution and in the future, hopefully not too far away, they will call me for a permanent job within the institution.However, I cannot depend on substitutes, so I am again looking for a job. For now, I am focused on being the housewife, while still generating additional income, plus thanks to several tips from @danielvehe I have been able to save on HIVE, although I have not been so active around here.
Gracias a Dios, salí por la puerta grande, y todos me han dicho el excelente trabajo que realicé. Eso lleva a que estén dispuestas a llamarme para cada suplencia y en un futuro, espero que no muy lejano, me llamen para un trabajo fijo dentro de la institución. Sin embargo, no puedo depender de suplencias, por lo que estoy nuevamente en búsqueda de trabajo. Por ahora, estoy centrada en ser el ama de casa, sin dejar de generar un ingreso adicional, además gracias a varios consejos de @danielvehe he podido ahorrar en HIVE, aunque no he estado tan activa por aquí.
This post changed perspective even, because at the time I felt so bad, it was a depressive post, but I don't feel so bad now.I still have my worries, I'm still feeling sadness, although I don't feel like a failure anymore and I'm more hopeful than before, that's why it took me so long to finish it. I know I have the possibility to do better, and I can even do much better.
Este post cambió de perspectiva incluso, porque en el momento me sentía tan mal, que era un post depresivo, pero no me siento tan mal ahora. Todavía tengo mis preocupaciones, todavía estoy sintiendo tristeza, aunque ya no me siento como un fracaso y tengo más esperanza que antes, por eso me he tardado tanto en terminarlo. Sé que tengo la posibilidad de conseguir algo mejor, e incluso puedo hacer mucho más.

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I have all the tools to improve and time is what I have plenty of, my directed tasks have not failed, and I know that allows me to get ahead, it used to and will continue to do so. I have a fantastic team at home that hasn't let me down: @jangue2054, my compadres (you'll meet my comadre soon, around here) and my goddaughter.Although thanks to the support of my parents I haven't given up either, and I know they are looking out for me, because they know everything I can achieve.
Tengo todas las herramientas para mejorar y el tiempo es lo que me sobra, mis tareas dirigidas no han fallado, y sé que eso me permite salir adelante, antes lo hacía y lo seguirá haciendo. Tengo un equipo fantástico en casa que no me ha dejado caer: @jangue2054, mis compadres (a mi comadre la conocerán pronto, por aquí) y mi ahijada. Aunque gracias al apoyo de mis padres tampoco me he rendido, y sé que están al pendiente de mí, porque saben todo lo que puedo lograr.
For now, I'll say goodbye, but I'll be reading your comments. I'll see you in my next post, and I'll get back to what we talk about in this blog: series, movies and books.
Por ahora, me despido, pero estaré leyendo sus comentarios. Nos leemos en mi próximo post, ya retomando acerca de lo que hablamos en este blog: series, películas y libros.

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