Hola amigos mi nombre es Vanessa, tengo 38 años, en mi vida digamos que la palabra amistad no existio ni existe, lamentablemente para mi, siempre hubo una traición, o envidia.
"Hello friends, my name is Vanessa, I am 38 years old, in my life let's say that the word friendship did not exist nor does it exist, unfortunately for me, there was always a betrayal, or envy."
Ahora que se acerca el dia de la amistad a venido a mi mente es bueno para mi estar sola.? Sin nadie a quien aveces contarle mis cosas. Alguien con quien desahogarme o talvez llenarlo con mis problemas en realidad no se..
"Now that the day of friendship is approaching, it has come to my mind. Is it good for me to be alone? Without anyone to whom sometimes I tell my things. Someone to vent to or maybe fill it with my problems I really don't know.."
Tuve mi ultima amistad hace 4 años, fue una "Amistad" de años casi 13 años, mucho antes que me mudara a mi nueva casa nosotras siempre estabamos juntas, ella vivia cerca de mi casa y me gustaba visitarla cuando mi esposo se iva de viaje, hasta me quedaba esas noches con ella compartiendo con sus hijos viendo alguna pelicula, haciamos hamburguesas la pasabamos bien..
"I had my last friendship 4 years ago, it was a "Friendship" of almost 13 years, long before I moved to my new house we were always together, she lived near my house and I liked to visit her when my husband went on a trip , I even stayed those nights with her sharing with her children watching a movie, we made hamburgers we had a good time .."
Cuando el padre de ella murio woooww eso me dolio muchisimo porque le tenia demaciado aprecio al señor. siempre me recibia con mucho amor cuando lo visitaba los dias de carnaval y semana santa. ya que vivia en el llano y era fabuloso pasar esos dias aya, eran buenisimos, nos divertiamos mucho, ivamos a la piscina y amaneciamos tomando.
"When her father died wooow that hurt me a lot because I appreciated the man too much. he always received me with a lot of love when I visited him on the days of carnival and holy week. since I lived in the plain and it was fabulous to spend those days there, they were great, we had a lot of fun, we went to the pool and woke up drinking."
Esos dias fueron muy especiales para todos diria yo, ya cuando el señor enfermo, todos caimos en angustia y tristeza, ya al pasar los años despues de la muerte de el. Seguimos compartiendo
"Those days were very special for all of us, I would say, when the man became ill, we all fell into anguish and sadness, as the years passed after his death. We keep sharing"
Hasta un dia que nos vimos en una situacion fuerte, la cosa estaba dura para ambas familia tanto la mia como la de ella. Nosotros teniamos unos ahorros y con esos nos ayudamos en la comida y cosas que necesitaba. ella tiene 2 hijos que los quiero como mis sobrinos.
"Until one day when we found ourselves in a difficult situation, things were hard for both my family and hers. We had some savings and with those we helped ourselves in the food and things that I needed. She has 2 children that I love as my nephews."
Un dia nos inviaron a pasar una semanas en el llano, ay si le vi la cara despues de tiempo, yo tranquila como si nada compartimos pero no fue igual. Despues descubri que ella estaba recibiendo dinero de pagos de algo que estaba haciendo. y yo digo que por eso cambio, ella pensaria yo no voy a compartir mis cosas, la rabia que me dio fue esa que yo si los ayude, pero porque no ella hacer lo mismo, si sabia que estabamos pasando lo mismo..
"One day they sent us to spend a week in the plain, oh yes, I saw his face after a long time, I calmed down as if we shared nothing but it was not the same. Later I found out that she was receiving payment money from something she was doing. and I say that's why I change, she would think I'm not going to share my things, the anger she gave me was that I did help them, but why not do the same, if she knew we were going through the same thing .".
Después de ese viaje nos dejamos de tratar, creo que me siento mejor sola, sin amistades, siempre fui sincera y la ayudaba de todo corazón, con cariño, por eso digo la Amistad existe ?? con esto no quiere decir que todas las personas sean asi, no porque mi experiencia fue mala. todas al final lo sean.
"After that trip we stopped treating each other, I think I feel better alone, without friends, I was always sincere and helped her with all my heart, with love, that's why I say Friendship exists?? This does not mean that all people are like that, not because my experience was bad. in the end they all are."
Gracias por su atencion...!
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Hola Vane, a veces nos topamos con personas que no son reciprocas con nosotros, pero todo pasa por algo, tal vez era necesario esa separación, la amistad existe.. identificar bien en quien sembrar, sé que eres una buena amiga✨, la soledad no es mala, pero que sea temporal, espero puedas encontrar una amiga sincera en quien puedas confiar... me gustó tu escrito. Saludos y bendiciones
Gracias pao, bueno ojala algun dia llege de nuevo a tener una amistad sincero..
Gracias por tu visita..!
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