Oh oh, before I get to my post,let me laugh small πππ , I laughed because this is something I have tried to change but I couldn't. I couldn't control my mind on this
And I think it should be one of God's given talent.
The picture is just an illustration of anger and not what you are thinking ππ
I have been an overthinker right from my childhood, you might say 'A' and surely in my head you already said 'A to 'E' . I sucks at relationships ,I know it myself and I have always be very careful and mindful of relationships. I have a very small circle of friends and very close to only one which is my bestie, he alone out of my friends can talk about me well. We have fought many times that he once thought of ending our relationship but I didn't allow himπ€£π€£π€£ Many times I am mad at him for not calling in a day and he doesn't even know am angry, I will message him and tell him this is my last message to you ππ, he has seen a lot of shege.
Another way been an overthinker affected me is that I can't just decide okay ,let me just enjoy myself ,let me do what I love or like then I will think about how to run the consequences if there would be, later. I always think about consequences first before any action reason why I haven't experienced a lot of fun things most ladies has experienced because I always think about the consequences behind it always.
I am always hard on my self to find solutions to any act or mistakes I made especially to someone, I won't rest until I see that I am able to correct that mistake, infact be punished in as much the person is no more annoyed at that mistakes I made hence I am always careful of my act.
When I say I love someone, I really do , I love with all my heart, I might love you but won't tell you because I don't want you to hurt me but trust me even been afar million miles away that person is still in my heart, I might let go physically but in my heart, you are so close. After even so many reasons not to be with that person, my heart won't let go.So, I try to stay far way from such person , That is just me π«£π«£
I would never say sorry if I don't mean it. Sorry is fact word for me despite people using it to lie, I would always forgive anyone who says 'am sorry' because that is what I expect everyone else to do when someone says "Am sorry".
But wait!! You know so much about me already ππππ«£π«£π«£.
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You're truly living your life through your blogs and that's beautiful. I'm guessing you're not ready to accept your overthinking as a serious issue but please do try not to be hard on yourself. Live and leave consequences alone. All the best, Queen!β¨
I hope I can just live and leave consequences alone, I hope so sisπ. Thanks so much, much love from here πππ€π€
Overthinkerπ take it easy o.
Now I get why you don't want to tell me you love me, but it's fineβΊοΈ
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