It's very hard to begin, after several weeks have gone by, I'm someone who could rarely stay a day without it, for the past three or four years now, I have struggled to build it up, to the point were it becomes one with me, of course I use to boost how I can just wake up in the middle of the night and get on with it.
Iike Samson would boost, bind me with seven cord, do whatever and in splits of a second I would regain myself, little did he knew what was ahead, that's were I am, for the last three weeks I've struggled hard to keep up with myself and principles but it gone far beyond me, even I can tell myself I've tried.
The activities in camp were really treneaous such that I could rarely have time for myself, the very little time one get is to rest, I could barely make up to compete four hours of night rest, except for sure days, I use to hear corp previous members say these but I doubted I've already made up my mind about NIT breaking my promise no Matter what
From December last year I was already on a two month writing-streak even when I was mobilise for National service, I vow not to break that, but the Iife I experienced in camp was totally different.
I was broken, All the drills, mash-up, regimented activities all stretched me beyond limits but then they had built me into someone I never knew existed.
At first I was sceptical, anxious, disturbed but then, with a determined mind head-on fate's course and so I Came, I saw, I lived, & I Experienced, every Moment was Worthwhile, glorious, exciting and will for ever cherish these Memories.
Alas after a 21-day Orientation course in camp, I'm out and ready to roll back on hive, but by now I have lost the spark, the energy enthusiasm and passion, now I understood how hard it is to start all over again something you really love doing, but lost passion for.
I have to summon the whole of my courage to script this right now, cause I have literally lost trace of what's going on, how and from where do I begin, I'm confused tired and sleepy, however one thing is certain I have to try and start by making up my mind again to begin no matter how lost I am, some how once I start I will regain my stance, now you know why life is like riding a bicycle, "E no Ever Balance, but until you start dey paddle your bic small small, na dia you go gain balance as you dey paddle m
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