Taking matters into our own hands, being responsible and stop being dependent.
All wonderful things.
Just saying maybe should have done it without burning bridges. But i guess sometimes burning the bridge behind you motivates you to move forward on the other side of the river.
Also I understand it's hard to "work things out" when you're dealing with a decentralized group, specially one that are all busy doing other things and many who aren't interested in the same things. You kind of have to be self-sufficient.