Maybe I won't ever go on a blind date anymore because I'm done seeing what I don't like and this is because of my girlfriend that I didn't understand. I'm trying to change my girlfriend and whenever I'm try it, I see what I don't like, like worst than her and I think I'm done with blind date now, I'll approach any girl I see and replace my girlfriend of a long time that choose not to marry me until I am rich enough to take care of her and family, she didn't even want to hear me out at all. I wondered how that could be but I understand what she is doing and why she said it, she could be under someone's advices
Last year, someone posted on Facebook, asking who need a serious relationship and because I needed to get my girlfriend off my head, I applied, the guy that posted on Facebook came to Ibadan from Oyo (within the same State but different city) when I got to the meeting point, I met the guy and the woman already on sit, the woman is older than me, she has a kid, she is a military woman and she said she need someone who will marry her with her daughter. I couldn't say no because if I do, I'll disappoint the guy and the woman would feel bad but I know my attitude would tell later, they (the guy and the woman) asked me what I do and I told them that I'm a travel agent and the woman was relieved but I can see it in her eyes that she doubt I'll ever give her what she need. The woman ain't beautiful, she has a tan skin, like she used to bleach and stopped bleaching for a while, she ain't attractive so I can't even consider her because I can see arrogance in her speech and I hate that from a woman. We talked for like a week and stopped calling her until my girlfriend called back and apologize.
Today, I had to meet someone that I met online, she live in the same city with me but it's kinda far, so locked my office to meet with her, this girl is 31 while I'm 30, a year different is not something bad but I she ain't what I want. Her perfume didn't smell nice at all, she talks, express herself, ask questions, which is fine but I hate her look. Although it's not fair for me to say someone ain't beautiful but she still had the got to ask me for transport fare, for coming to meet me. I don't want to embarrass myself in public so I gave her ₦1,000 as her transport fare but I ain't happy with it because I already bought her something worth ₦2,000 and I spent ₦1,200 on transport to meet with her, to meet with someone I know I don't like.
I'm just done. Maybe I should just work hard, get rich so my girlfriend can marry me or I just wait for the right girl to come my way because I'm tired of spending huge amount of money on meeting People that I don't even like but I'm just done going on meeting someone I've never meet before.