I am also one of those who think that losing someone so loved and close, with such an intimate connection, is something very difficult to overcome, my parents are still alive and I know that it will not be forever but, I do not like to think about their departure. I know that this tribute you are paying to her is a way to feel close to her and you must do what is necessary to feel better by looking for the best way to overcome it, thank you for sharing your teachings.😉
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