I can't even breathe properly
. Why do I feel like this?
I keep thinking, "I'm finished!"
My life has been twisted and
turned into a complete mess!
Do you know? I am very tired today.
Even the sun at the end of the day,,, calls me and says, "
Now, bear it a little!"
Tell me how much longer you will wait like this!
That's why I feel to myself today,, I am very tired today.
If you tell me how much I love you!
Then I will tell you as many as there are stars in that distant sky!
If you ever tell me,,, how many times I think of you!
I will tell you,,, as many times my eyelids move
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Today I keep thinking about something!
Did you really love me?
Or were you playing with my emotions?
If you really loved me!
Then maybe,, you would never leave me alone like this!
You wanted to be well!
I always wanted you to be well!
That's why I didn't stop you from leaving.
Because I want you to be well always!
Because I want that smile on your face to always be there.
I know that it will be very difficult for me to be without you!
But even then, I try to convince my mind again and again!
Is there happiness only in getting? You have to achieve some happiness even through sacrifice!
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If I can't let go of the person I love like a free bird,
then it seems like it's not true love!
To my own conscience,,, I lose again and again today!
He asks me again and again? Why didn't I go to stop you that day!
Why didn't I hug you and say,,, I love you!
But I understand! I love you, but you love someone else!
Do you love me too? I love you too? But that's a different person!
The bird of happiness may not come! And return to this little temple of my mind!
I gave it to Aari with happiness! I gave it to Pari with sorrow! This is the new car of my life!
Even though I tried to tell you again and again, I couldn't! Living without you is not possible for me at all.
But I still want you to be well.
Even if this city doesn't run on emotion! In my own personal life, emotion is of great value.
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I don't know why, while writing those words, I unconsciously felt like a fool! I wondered if I was writing the words correctly.
I'm not writing anymore today! I've written a lot! May everyone be well and healthy! I bid you farewell here today,,, Allah is the Hafez