Wow what a lot of stress and a lot of work to stay in Japan, I know that you are really focused on staying there, so hope that it all begins to flow for you now. Some things are so challenging in life, but wow when it all works out, it does feel so good xxxx
It's funny though, all this work makes me really want to leave, but right now if I left I'd get stuck in my hometown without work and using up my savings. If I can start a business here and make it well I can leave whenever I want and I think the business would be really meaningful