I don't know about the ones around me, but if I talk about mindset, then I say that it's been changeless, since my late teens and early twenties.
Yet, there are changes, in the many other aspects. There are ups and downs, rapture and regret, gain and loss. As a naturally flawed human-being though, I am learning, I am growing, I'm changing for the better, also changing for the worse. And I say this process goes on non-stop, every damn second we are going through miniscule changes, that I can't deny.
These changes may seem scary at first. But along with how this makes us seemingly fragile, don't you think this is also what makes us strong? I think it does. its the ability to rejuvenate ourselves and let go of our weaknesses is what makes us strong. It even allows us to love even after the most serious of heartbreaks, even after a catastrophe befalls us. I find all of this, this paradox, all the others like this one extremely fascinating to say the least:P
Of course, in some aspects there are changes, ones that have made me more fragile. After a certain point in life, I never even expected such frail reactions from myself; yet, it was all so abrupt, I just couldn't fight it off, or maybe I just didn't want to...
But, at the moment, the ones who I'm delicate towards, my weaknesses, they are also the reason behind all my strength.
Yes, there is rejuvenation, always. But there's also the collection of callouses we don't usually talk about; the ones some of us have tucked away or chose to ignore. One heartbreak after the other, one failure after the other, these callouses develop in those areas, so that next time our dumbasses don't get hurt as badly.
We will fall again, we will learn again, but the pain won't be as penetrable.
What doesn't kill us....
May what we deserve finds us right when we deserve it.
Gives us something more to write about. 😂
Here's hoping. 🔥