If it's been awhile. Watch "Wind Walker" :) My father in law who lives with me turned 90 a month or two ago. He's been feeling crappy and saying he was going to die for many years now.
I often say he reminds me of the Indian in that movie who says "It's a good day to die". :)
I am openly hoping you stick around for awhile too. I know pain and such sucks but for purely selfish reasons I like having you, and your mind around.
I plan on sticking around for as long as humanly possible, I've kinda gotten used to this place. Sometimes I feel like that old Indian. Breathing and feeling like you're not getting any oxygen is pretty scary. It isn't that I'm afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of it sucking. I don't want to go out sucking for air or in intense pain.