Thank you my friend for your words and book recommendation.
Trying to find the way is our obligation.
Yes, I really feel the truth in that. And unquestionably I feel inspired by the path of Buddha! What an amazing story.
You are not the first person to mention Hermann Hesse and it is a certainty I will find myself a copy to read...
It is my wish that you find it and enjoy it, Hesse is very depressive in his writings, with the exception of Siddhartha, where in my opinion he sings a song to life.
I hope you read it and are encouraged to write an article on the subject, and if you name me, I will read it and comment on it.
Blessings on you until we read each other again.