Yes, sis. I understand what you are feeling now and I so feel you. How hard it is to talk about death since my sister passed away. I always say if only heaven had visiting hours, if only I knew what is her life now, and talk to her once more, but life is uncontrollable, and the only way after all is acceptance. But still, as we grow older, the scars are there. I just hope that we can get through this. I know it was so hard on your part also that one day, in a blink, you lost your dear father. May he rest in peace.
And regarding the dream of working in the USA, Erika really wanted to go abroad. But iba pala yung abroad nya, abroad in heaven pala. huhuh