This year is not the best year for me, but it is also not bad. I experienced a lot of bad things during the early months, but I survived, thanks heaven. It's definitely not a good experience, it's scary, nerve-wracking, and seriously traumatizing. But here I am still trying my best to live the best life. My plans and goals were put to a halt this year, so I couldn't achieve anything, but I achieved my goal here on Hive. So see, its still not bad, yeah? This year may not be my best, but I have a lot of things that I am grateful for. There's just a lot to be thankful for.
So this year, my priority of course is to get better. I may look okay on the outside, but try to have a peek at my head, and you'll see. But I have to remind you that it's too messy, you'll have a hard time getting inside. Lol. But seriously, I really need to get better now. I want to be the "me" who's not an overthinker, more brave, and who doesn't let any negativities affect her well-being. This is hard to fight nowadays. I was a very optimistic person before, but due to bad experiences this year, it really affects me hard. And I hate this version of myself now.
So next year, in 2025, I'll make sure to be a better "me." I will make sure that I won't be affected anymore by my overthinking, and lastly, I will make sure that I'll be more brave to face all my demons. This will be hard, so I really need to prioritize this. I'm seriously losing a lot of hair because of stress due to my overthinking habit. Sometimes, I had a hard time sleeping at night, and this svcks! I want to sleep, but then I'll start to think about bad things again, and I can't even notice that I'm already thinking about it. It just happens in a snap, like in a flick of fingers.
No matter how high and strong our defenses are, we can still get affected, especially if it is our mind that is targeted. I thought I could always avoid that kind of situation, but I couldn't. I'm weak, getting weaker as I get older, from mind and physically. But well, all I have to do now is get better and better. That's the plan, I got this!
What about you? What’s something you want to prioritize in the coming year?
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Don't push yourself so hard because I know how trauma can consume our mental health. Just focus on your well-being and take small steps for yourself everyday... Huggss...
Thank you, I just feel like it'll eating me too much now that I want to hurry so that I can get better. Ourself is really our worst enemy no, no matter how strong you are, it is still hard especially the trauma still lingers. Thank you, yeah, a baby step for now. Untill all my worries melt away.
You can do it. Just focus on the positive side. But sometimes it really happens. I just hope you can overcome it.🫤
I will, I will make sure that I can 💪😊. It would be a slow process, pero it's better na masimulan nang paunti unti no. Thank you 💓
I learned a long time ago that our general health is never a quick fix, be patient and methodical yet don't give up on first options that are non-drug solutions like diet, food choices, activity, meditation, even turning off your phone at least an hour before bed time(this is what I have to do). ❤️
I know that now, as I experience it this year. Its hard, can really take time and just pushing yourself to do it is not that effective too. I don't take any drugs coz its still manageable. Just a baby step, i'll do it slowly ❤️
The good thing is that you are aware and willing to get better. Kaya yan sis, one step at a time :)
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Yeah, I'm super aware coz its really a big change for me. I noticed how often I overthink and, haysssst! I hate it. Thanks sis, I got this 💪💪✨
Don't hate yourself for it, sis :) Yaka mo yan. I have faith in you 😍
I remember yung mga episodes na sinugod ka sa hospital..
So well healed nb Yung operation mo?
Sana nga good health tyo lahat these years to come..
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Yes madam, seeing the monitor kada check up, wala naman na. Pero yo make sure nah aask pa rin talaga ako kay doc. And wala na daw talaga. But even though wala nang sugat, but the trauma talaga 😫😫. Ang hirap na maalis. Aigoooo.
Amen to that madam, good health para sating lahat.
You've already come so far—keep believing in yourself. You've got this!
Yeah, thanks for that. Need pa nanh ibayong lakas. 💪
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