It's good to ask questions like this.
Who or what am i?
Why am i here?
What is my purpose?
This can be very helpful:
https://ecency.com/hive-11060/@nkemakonam89/silent-or-expressive-finding-the-right-way-to-handle-anger-blg#@atma.love/re-nkemakonam89-2025211t125147506z