You are the type of person who is not easy to give up, dare to create new breakthroughs for your knowledge, I also feel the same way when I start writing a few sentences, sometimes it is not in accordance with the truth, so that makes the mind feel guilty, so it stops writing things unnatural.
Thank you. I'm not quite sure what you mean with 'makes the mind feel guilty' and 'stops writing things unnatural' but I look forward to further discussions on that, soon.