If I could I would move to any place that allows me to breathe.
(Desperation)
If I could I would emigrate to the USA because that's where my child is, and my husband's children, and it's a good reason alone to be there.
(Necessity)
Spain is also another option that we are considering, and we also have close family, but it takes at least another year to get there. (Hopes)
At least we have options, others do not.
It doesn't matter at what age I made it, it's worse to do nothing.
The positive from this is that you plan to move and also that you have options. I hope to hear someday that you have made the move and things are much better for you and your family.
We are trying with all our hearts and we have faith that everything will work out.
Thank you very much for your good wishes.
Trying and failing is better than doing nothing at all. Good luck.