I am sorry in vain for my comment, it is just that sometimes words are carried away by the wind and the efforts one makes to encourage others and show some hope that things will get better are lost. You have a beautiful family, and I am sure that little Smallsteps, will give you a hug full of that love that a son knows how to transmit. That hug will change all your sorrows into a moment of joy, and there you will know that the whole universe will be an accomplice in the blessings you will receive.