I have had two children, both on the autistic spectrum. Sofia passed away at the age of 10 due to leukaemia, and Matthew is now 8 years old and has the same clinical features as Sofia. My little Sofia felt the world through music, and Matthew felt the world through his drawings. They are two different visions of having contact with their own world and in the middle is me, an interpreter who has learned sign language to silently understand this sordid world.
No one can put themselves in the shoes of others, each person is a hermetic sphere, each person lives their own internal battles. It is enough to be a fighter in our own wars to be aware of the struggles of others. I do not judge you, it is your own vision of the world from your own experiences, just as you yourself express it… So live my friend, take advantage of as much time as possible with your family, go out, enjoy nature, listen, see, feel… Try to be happy. Blessings.