@tarazkp, It is admirable how you have found a way to deal with the challenges of sleep through writing, and how you continue to discover more about your mind and body after the incident.
**First, I want to congratulate you on your persistence and courage. Adjusting and finding ways to manage your life after such a significant event is no easy task, and you are doing an impressive job.
**Secondly, it is natural to feel sadness and frustration about the skills you no longer have. But remember that this journey is also an opportunity to get to know yourself better and develop new skills. You are reinventing yourself and that is something to be admired.
**Third, it's inspiring how you have found writing to be a mental release mechanism. Continuing this practice not only helps you sleep better, but it's also a powerful way to process and let your thoughts and emotions out.
**Finally, although your brain doesn't create images as easily as it once did, your ability to find beauty and meaning in music and everyday moments hasn't disappeared. It has simply changed its form. It's a reminder of the resilience and adaptability of the human mind.
I hope you continue to explore and find ways to enjoy life and connect with your environment in new ways. Remember that you are not alone on this journey; you have the support and love of those around you. Bella Smallsteps, a sleeping angel.