Introspective, my friend @tarazkp. Always the stoic, self-critical struggle in the face of life's challenges. Without leaving aside your assiduous combination of wry humour (‘I must have been pretty bad in my last life’), heh, heh, heh; and philosophical musings, since I've been reading you, you are culturally familiar with understated resilience. While grappling with existential doubt and the weight of persistent misfortune, you always show an underlying determination to seek meaning and improvement, a quiet echo of perseverance in the midst of adversity. You must go easy; if you cling to the pendulum, you may slip and fall.
I believe it is a fool's errand. But since I don't have another quest... :)