I have read several of your posts and I have realized that you are a disciplined person perfectionist you like things well done and also you are someone who saves and talks a lot about your family and I do not think you have problems with things around the house as for being unemployed is not bad news everything has its positive side you can take advantage of all these days left in the year to enjoy and do all those things that we usually postpone because the new year may surprise you with a full time job.
I am not a perfectionist, nor disciplined - I am lazy. But, I am trying to be proactively lazy - do more now, so I can do less later :) Well, do other things!