If I were in that search for calm in the face of the negative and positive consequences of a decision, being in a place like the one in the photograph I would tell myself that if I understand that we don't all think alike there will be equality and that the difficult decisions are the ones that have made me who I am.
I don't know what you are going through exactly, but what a beautiful place to reflect. Greetings.
What I'm going though? Well, it's called life. And you?
I just go forward, if u asking "what about me" i'm the kind of person who need take quick decisions everyday, but how i say, we all different.