“There is no getting on top of the list.” I have to remind myself almost once a day. Not sure anymore where I have read that sentence, but ever since it sticked. I am glad. Shows up to remind me, that I can’t shoot the expectations towards myself, to the moon.
Sometimes it helps to talk to other people and I can remind myself of how much constructive progress I can see in my life lately. Six months made me move further, faster, than any time in my life before. There are moments where I am almost in tears, because of how grateful I am for it. There are other moments, where I forget and then I feel like I have to reach everything in no time and make up for the lack of achievement of others at the same time.
A crowded mind in a calm place.
And then people see me as on a constant holiday. They have no idea, but they don’t need to have one.
Just for the fun, I would like to create something big. So big, that I would never be questioned about “what I do with my life” ever again. I haven’t figured out yet if it is my ego or just me playing around with life. But somehow I would like to proof or show, that all this really does work.
Proof to who? They are probably not the right public that needs to be impressed.
It is a slow process to find “my people”. First I have to know who I am in order to see what I attract. Some are already there and I am excited to meet the ones to come.
Because when I read all these books of humans following their passion, their path with conviction and determination I feel understood and I see they exist. “See, it’s f**ing hard, but it does work!”
That’s maybe what it all comes down to. Not to get on top of any list, but to attract and keep the right people around. The ones that teach and share their knowledge. Share their passions. Live up to their potential. Reflect, grow and work things through.
Wether they write books, build castles and embark on expeditions or found their place in the world, built their families with affection, do their jobs with love and encounter others without judgements.
A calm mind in a crowded place.
Thank you for passing by, enjoy your week!
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This is so beautiful, my dearest soulsister.... I feel a lot of these feelings too, and have similar questions about the Big thing/s that I'm meant to be doing.... Your photos and words at the beginning of you post made me think about making a wedding dress for my summer boutique: maybe I'll work on it during the Vinalia week.... I so look forward to us cocreating again one day 🤗❤️🔥🌟🌺 Huge LOVE and Cosmic Hugs to you dear one 🥰
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The wedding dress, yes, I would love to see you working on a wedding dress, and I would love to work on a wedding dress with you😊...that is for sure one of these big things!
Just thinking of it gets me all inspired, I am looking forward to meeting you again, until then much love to you too🌸💕
It is fucking hard!! But it does work. Even on the days when it doesn't quite work the way I want it to...
Are those clothes you're wearing all those you sewed? I felt like I could see your energy in the seams.
Yes💛
Not self sewed, but a present I got in Turkey and travelled a good bit with me since then, it must be that energy they radiate:)
Yes!!! "Perfect fit!"
Uhm I love you but can you please get outta my head? :P
Seriously, though. Word for word. Hugs.
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Maybe when you get out of mine...
Amazing isn't it? Sending you much love!!
Yes, you are right, it is mostly good to keep a right sense of mind and live with love, most days, I also realized that, it's so better to follow our passion and be the person we want, that's how I see life.
Impressive 😊🙏
Indeed, that makes it all maybe harder but a lot more rewarding in the end:) Glad you resonate!
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Thank you!
This is so true... we don’t need to prove ourselves to anyone but ourselves and finding the right people makes all the difference 🙌
Keep going and enjoy your journey!
Thank you😊
Hear hear!
The more difficult thing though is that that often isn't necessarily your family, those you have spend/are spending most of the time with.
I am going through this emotional roller coaster for quite a while now.
Sending love.
Pssjjjt... this is me, Vincent, on my new account ;<)