Thank you for your response:)
Indeed it is exactly that feeling being around all kind of ages and in a way it can be confusing. When tuning once to the "older" side and then to the "younger"... I like the decade thing though! Also I find that when I just am in the moment I completely forget all about age anyways, and since these are the moments I am looking for (or want to be in more frequently) that kind of "solves" the comparing too:)
Like you said it:
And when I do so I feel like I am doing everything right when it needs to be done.