I have been fascinated with history my whole life.
Me too. Never worked as a teacher, but - during recent years - I was getting thoughts that I could and even should do that > for the sake of educating students of important things. Maybe it happened exactly this way in some alternative universe with another me! at least I wish so 😄
A monster without a master.
Sic! The more I learn history, the more I am convinced that "everything goes the wrong way", always ... that people are idiots, that violence cannot build anything fruitful but only causes extra violence, etc. I want to say "people! study history better!!!" - but I understand the problem is not there - but in the fact that power and money corrupt even decent people, when they are at the top of the pyramid, they mutate irreversibly and begin to make same mistakes, as if from a scratch. meh...