Sometimes I am angry with myself for having such a firm attitude that I am not going anywhere alone. In fact, I never even tried it. I would always say that I hate the feeling of loneliness even when I am alone at home for a long time. That would make me absolutely unproductive. Usually it would be enough for me to spend a couple of hours or just one day totally alone in my apartment with loud music to feel great, but after that my feeling of loneliness and depression would reappear. For all activities I always waited for someone's company. Maybe I should try to go for a walk on my own sometime. By the way, these photos look really extraordinary, nature is the most beautiful landscape painter. I hope that one day I will come to visit you and go to this oasis of peace together.
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I used to be like that until I started University - I always needed someone for everything. I guess because I didn't make any real friends at Uni, I kind of started to do things by myself. For example, going shopping, I really started to enjoy it and before I couldn't imagine doing it by myself. Now it's the other way around, I hardly ever go shopping with someone. :)
I always think of Nike slogan Just do it haha. Start with something small, like going for a short walk or anything you usually don't do on your own. My next goal is to go to a cafe in the city by myself and to the cinema. :D