Broh you're doing pretty well... you turned the idea of something into reality, the fact that you started already put you 90% infront of LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE.
You should understand that everyone has ideas and plans or things they want to start doing, yet they never start. So give yourself some credit on that side (Although it's good to give yourself some constructive criticism, it build character.)
And TikTok... that shit is just more of the same. I just use them for car videos 😅🫠🫡