You have to finish it sissy my hubby was a tattoo artist before but now he doesn't want to go back from that work. Long before I had plans to have my tattoo at my feet but as days goes by my interest disappeared. And scared of many things. He just bought colored ink many years ago he wanted to have his tools new and from abroad. But those times he was called to work in a call center time passes until we lost interest at all. You have to focus and have the courage sissy I know you can do it. Just think of your kids and you can do it. Good luck sissy ❤️