Hello my dear friend @natalialeon
What a beautiful way to meet yourself my friend, as humans we have so many emotional gaps and we don't value ourselves as much as we deserve.I am glad that you have realized your true essence and above all God has always supported you, He loves us unconditionally and always opens His arms to support us and rebuke us. May the Creator always bless you with all the skills you need.
best regards @mdakash62