Thanks for your thoughtful and considered words. Your calm demeanour and passionate enthusiasm really shows on your streams and in your conversations with your guests on your stream. You have a brilliant, child-like wonder when you talk about Splinterlands, and I feel as though I once had that, but it has faded.
Perhaps I'm now the apprehensive school-starter who looks out upon the coming challenges and grades to progress through, only to just want to nap in a corner and play with toys.
I'm conflicted. Normally, when that happens, I flip a coin, or roll a dice. While that coin is the in the air, or the dice is in flight, I instantly know what I want.
In a false sense of that, I haven't done that for this quavering choice that swings like a metronome from yes to no at a pace I can't even describe.