Necesito algo real.

Quisiera poder llegar a casa
con deseos de no huir de allí,
tu presencia me causo mucho terror
me llenaste el alma de desilusión.
con tu discurso lleno de falsedad.
Mis sábanas huelen a los perfumes
de aquellos con quién me engañaste
mientras yo como un pendejo
te veneraba como mi única santa,
te adoraba como nunca lo hice.
Pudimos tenerlo todo juntos
pero no era suficiente para ti,
mis esfuerzos y tantas horas sin dormir
no creación simpatía ni cariño
y pague con dolor no poderte fascinar.
No pude meterme debajo de tu piel
y hacerte sentir que soy parte de ti,
me faltó más seducción en mis palabras
y un poco de sexualidad en mis toques,
al final ya tenías fobia a mis besos.
Tengo ganas de buscarla otra vez
aunque se que es un gran error,
tengo que borrar nuestra vida ficticia
para dar entrada a un amor real,
que me entiendan tal y como soy.
English Version:
I need something real.

I wish I could get home
wishing not to flee from there,
your presence caused me a lot of terror
you filled my soul with disappointment.
with your speech full of falsehood.
My sheets smell of perfumes
of those with whom you cheated on me
while I eat an asshole
I venerated you as my only saint,
I adored you like I never did.
We could have it all together
But it wasn't enough for you
my efforts and so many hours without sleep
I do not create sympathy or affection
and pay with pain not being able to fascinate you.
I couldn't get under your skin
and make you feel that I am part of you,
I lacked more seduction in my words
and a little sexuality in my touches,
in the end you already had a phobia of my kisses.
I want to look for her again
Even though I know it's a big mistake
I have to erase our fictional life
to give entrance to a real love,
that they understand me as I am.
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