Thanks for your thoughtful comment!
I have always felt that writing is as much an art form, as it is a skill. Over the years, I have known many fellow writers, and perhaps a description that I could most deeply relate to was one person who said "I try to paint with words."
Just like most painters are typically trying to convey much more than just a pretty image, writers aren't just telling a story, but also trying to create a mood through their words. I've always admired those writers whose words are crafted in such a way that I can feel like I'm actually there, inside their story.
In my own small way, I aspire to accomplishing that. Whether I actually succeed remains to be seen.
Whereas I did participate in NaNoWriMo a few times, the main thing I learned from doing so was that I am far better at creating small vignettes of life, than a cohesive story. At first that was a bit distressing for me, but I have made peace with it.
Your perspective on writing as an art form resonates deeply, and the analogy of trying to 'paint with words' is beautiful. Many accomplished authors find their own unique styles, and the ability to create vivid moments, like you do, is a powerful form of storytelling.
The realization that your strength lies in crafting small vignettes is a valuable insight. It's these moments that often capture the essence of a story and leave a lasting impact on readers. Embracing one's writing style is a journey of self-discovery, and your willingness to explore different forms of expression is commendable.