Ah didn't know they are reverse proof, thanks, noted!
Yes life got really hard in 2013 for some years but it's good to look back and also be able to say we overcame all that shit on our own strength instead of struggling for years on support we were entitled to but didn't get at the time.
It was a drastic decision but living in constant fear makes you explore options that are outside of the box, and so we took that huge step :) Would not do it otherwise, only if possible planned ahead a bit more, which didn't feel like an option at the time though.
!PIMP