So...what makes you happy?
You sound like my counselor! Seriously. She has asked me that multiple times over the last few months. And hell, I still don't know.
I can definitely say that Getting Oot and Doing Things with the people you're close to, however, is certainly a large step in that direction! I think I get the same pleasure from archery as you do shooting. I really need to break out the bow again. You're a good inspiration!
Archery is legit. Mate, I think you need to get it done, go twang some bows like Robin Hood. Make it happen please, I feel there'll be some positive effects.