In my current state, I find myself feeling that I deserve to suffer, while wanting to put my family first. I just keep myself up enough to ensure that I can still help my family and work my job. It's not going to be sustainable for a long time. But hey, I'll get out of this nuttiness as I did last time.
Thanks for your kind words.
You will :-)
Let us know if you require any further cliches and Google psychiatrists to give you a pep talk! lol
Take care, do whatever you need to be well again :-)