I'm truly deeply saddened to hear this. I know I've mentioned this before, but I think that you've led this community in an exemplary manner, and I've been grateful to be a part of it.
These are some of the most challenging times in history, my friend, and pretty much everyone that I know is going through very challenging experiences now. It's so easy to fall out of balance. The fact that you recognize it is an indicator that you're in a much better Mental-emotional state than you may believe.
While this news is deeply disheartening, your desire and intention to do the right thing, and work deeply on yourself, is a very good thing. Being a solid, trustworthy, dependable, and honorable man does indeed take work, commitment, and determination, and your actions show that you are a lot closer to this than you may think.
I want to thank you for everything that you've done for this community, and for Hive. You will be deeply missed. I wish you immense success in your healing, and becoming the man, and human, that you truly desire. I salute you, sir. 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙